drown the red;

FREAK-OUT BUTTON TURNED ON.


i'm feeling resentful towards the swine flu, baah.
now there is alot more reason to work doubly hard.
maybe triple effort, considering that our positions are being sought by others.
(i'm nowhere there)
'the june' will be peaking around the corner,
not before testing our language compentency. :(

i never thought that i could watch CSI online,
until today.
fortunately, there are still episodes that i didnt manage to catch whenever i'm not lazy to hibernate on my bed.
CSI, you're next on my list!

today was unproductive especially when it comes to MOB and self-study.
none of the peribahasa went inside my head, must be the cold.
oh, no. must be me.
somehow i found the drive back but i'm still lingering around the corner,
waiting for something major that would wake me up from my complacency land of laziness.

hard ground are being dwelled onto now,
any steps taken could just land you on the mine.
but to get to the other side, mine's have to be stepped.
consequences :
i. lucky enough to get enough with just a few scars.
ii. unlucky as hell as to get your limbs blown off.
one way or another, things have to get over and done with no matter the outcome.
cheesy, i know.
but it's scary if you are being thrown in your own personal land filled with mines.
with a tweak,
the mines are those you care for.


ohkay, CSI calling!
<3

Friendship is a plant of slow growth and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation.

- George Washington.