drown the red;

i was bored.
but somehow there are things waiting for me to be done.
bummer.

General behavior:
Aries (the ram) loves freedom, and will accept any challenge. Aries will get impatient if your ideas do not work out immediately and as expected. You are unwilling to follow someone else's suggestions, especially if they do not make sense to you. You often have excess energy which can make you aggressive. Arians are brave leaders who express care and concern for all they lead. However, an Arian as a follower is rare, and can be troublesome. Some Arians will act self-centered because they believe that their views are right, and anyone who conflicts with them is wrong. They enjoy any type of physical activity which gives them a perfect outlet for their natural aggression. Because you are open and honest, you will make energetic and generous friends but in their personal relationships Arians are frank, direct and candid.Very often they begin a project or a course of actions but all too often fail at the end, leaving things dangling. They get bored easily and get enthused about new and different things in a flash. They enter prematurely into situations which can prove regrettable. Attracted to pretty things, making them extravegant.



Romantic behavior:
Arians are extremely friendly and charming, and are very attracted to the opposite sex. Speaking of romance, you seem to follow Keats' definition of beauty, "A thing of beauty, is a joy forever." You get bored very soon in your affairs because you also prefer intelligent and versatile partners. You are advised to be careful in your relationships as you could get into trouble easily when you let your heart rule your head. The opposite sex finds you fascinating because of your beauty consciousness, lavish expenditure, dynamism and adventurous nature. They seek complements to themselves in their relationships and, because of innate insecurity they require individuals who will stimulate them into action and provide emotional security. They are liable to have a high sex drive and make passionate and fastidious lovers.

i'm a freaking true Arian.


my body is aching like it has never ached before.
cb.
i'm not sure if i can get through this year without any breakdowns.
my priorities seems to be shifted.
&i don't like it.