drown the red;

this friday would either be a foul friday or favourable friday for me.
turbulence are hailing the premises.
sucky things usually happens at the end of the year, no?
it could be good yet bad at the same time.
i just can't stand the awkwardness.
i feel so depressed.
gosh, that's as overstatement.
but everyone is like a ticking bomb nowdays.
so i would rather like my days (before friday) to be as peaceful as ever.
a sudden outburst would not be nice.
seriously, i'm lost.
most of us are, i guess.
after a year of bonding, it'll be cut short for some of us.
even if i get to go up, there's a high possibility that i'll be in a different class from the babies.
due to my odd combination.
it's not odd what.
in my delusional world,
i can be an artist, an entrepreneur &a historian at the same time.
where the others are poets.
hahaha.
suddenly plays &leotards came into my mind.
but i love my classmates. :)

loosen up babies!
i shall try telling that to myself too.
spread the love &ease the tension.
&i need to sleep this off more than i imagine.



baby, you can do whatever you like.