drown the red;

i feel like hitting my head with a huge rock a thousand times,
maybe then i won't think of stupid stuffs.
by then, of course there won't be an IF.

woke up late today, actually no.
&i actually accompanied my mum to geylang.
everytimei went there, i'm always pressurized.
gee.
see what a few suites of baju raya can do to you.
suddenly, i could wait for hari raya.
sometimes being the middle child sucks big time.
oh god, here comes the emotional gezzzness.
but since it's all crappy,
i might as well live with it.
maybe i should appreciate that i'm always picked out by them.
jellybeans.

i want a panda, please.

aww, cute lah.


show my anything,
just show me you care.